I'm Sorry

I am sorry for running out 

And for the words I did shout

I am sorry for the way I act

My mind has never been exact 

I'm sorry I get so crazy

For my ups, downs, and lazies 

I forget when I go mad

That I'm still so sad 

My moments are forever unclear 

And my mind creates vast fear 

I'm sorry for being a killjoy too, 

I never meant to let myself hurt you

I am sorry for letting my emotions get out of hand 

For they are anything but planned

I am sorry I make you deal with me 

You can leave anytime you want though, you see 

My brokenness is undeniable 

And I'm sorry for being so God damn unreliable 

I'm sorry that this is this is the person you see 

Whenever you look at me

I'm sorry I drop my problems on you also, 

And that every time a part of you I borrow 

But I'm mostly sorry for being such a mental mess

I really don't want to cause you stress

I'm sure you didn't picture me like this the first time we met 

And I'm sure that saying hi is your biggest regret 

I'm sorry for wasting your precious time 

But for me it's all an uphill climb