Bridge Walker

I'll always be a bridge walker
And an adrenaline stalker
Whether I think that I could fly
Or if I walk it to know if I'll die

Do I walk it because it's my choice
Or because I hear Gods voice
Is it truly my will
Or a void in me I aim to fill

Am I an undercover optimist
Or a truthful pessimist?
Are my options divided
And my fate already decided

Do I want to feel weightless
And forget my faithfulness
Jump and be free
So I start to count; one, two, three

The edge an unforgettable sight
When my life I want to overwrite
And I see it as a new start
Attempting to find new heart

Anxious breaths hang low
As I picture myself mid float
Diving into a sea of cars
And suddenly I'm seeing stars

I want to jump I want to fly
But today I don't want to die
So I act as though I see wonder
And I'm not held back by God's thunder

I'll always be a bridge walker
And an adrenaline stalker
Whether I think that I could fly
Or if I walk it to know if I'll die