This beautiful silence hurts
This feeling a painful sting
Hate and love coming in spurts
Memories and flashbacks an unpleasant ring
Time goes by yet time seems still
The fear of life still setting in
Even though it’s against my will
It’s the reason why I sin
The sun no longer seems to shine
Though there’s all this love inside my heart
Love that no longer feels like mine
This moment sour yet tart
Wishing for love and happiness doesn’t work
Darkness always overwhelms me
Being okay just an occasional perk
The object of life just to be free
Feeling alone though surrounded by souls
These thoughts never far behind
In my heart there is a hole
These days too long I do find
Alone in the night, my only company the stars
Brain and heart not working together
Yet I know I have come far
It’ll cut through me like a knife forever
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